I love speaking my truth and Telling the Truth.
"How do I need to show-up for myself to be a beacon of light?”
YOU DO NOT NEED TO RELIVE WHAT IS NOT LONGER WORKING
every single you share a story to yourself, to anyone - you literally RELIVE
Went to the store and everything I wanted was gone.
8/29 Intense Dreams
boat with friend in a lagoon - married friend
close to the ocean, natural body of water, deep, animals totem,
dirty / afraid
alligator moss/ camouflage knew everything was fine
making yourself blend even though your a deadly preditor
sand - unknown safe
bottom of the lagoon, what we walk on, malleable use, put it in a jar, pliable
Who I am? High-Vibe / Low-Vibe
Thick skin - predator / they don’t get hurt
Acknowledge it / True / Life Become
Felt like sh*t, the matrix -
write a recipe and help these people
Not able to help those people. Ok with it. Fucks with me so bad.
Decided on I don’t need it Dream anymore
Alligator - totem my friend, tough, thick skin,
Meaning urges you to conserve life and do everything in your power to protect and save it.
New beginning or changes in your waking life.
Married to Man
he’s not that great
you can move out and go live
I’m chaos and action
daughter yelling at me
the is my boundary
I am a Mess. This is my boundary and NOT TALK
I’m a slob.
Divine Male protects you - leaky boundaries
Daughter almost got abducted at Walgreens
Cancer / Lightworker
preditor / no way
feather/ crystal/ journal + favorite pen
Gratitude for being yourself.
I feel like a phony.
What does that mean to phony mean?
portrays something that can’t do. afraid.
What is normal?
being a sheep
not be programed
People get very angry with you. The ultimate program.
Would you like to let it go?
It makes me safe to contradict.
Playing both teams. No one can be mad me. be in conflict with (self)
Not being yourself.
How does it feel to Not speak your truth?
Horrible. Survival mechanism. Deep rooted.
The Freedom of to be you
I like lying - safe
Helping on these levels
What I am willing of let-go of?
Fear of Success
popular - being seen - being acknowledge for your genius
I’m never going to be Perfect
What does perfect be?
not drinking / smoking
without sin - an immoral act considered to be a transgression against divine law
Who would Amie be without?
make (something) completely free from faults or defects, or as close to such a condition as possible.
free from faults or defects
having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.
Feels like I can do no wrong
What do you want to get over you right now?
Not covering up